
I have a lot to say about this week’s Wrapped Emotions assignment. I told my husband that I was not going to get all deep and such with any of these projects because I just want to do them and not try to make them mean something. I get stuck when I try to attach the perfect meaning to a piece…and then I never end up doing it because there’s not a perfect meaning…all you perfectionist out there know what I’m talking about!
Anyway…I now eat my words!
As I started working on this project in my mind, I knew I wanted to use something I had on hand not something I had to purchase. As I looked around, my eye caught my big jar o’ tiny scrap fabrics and I knew immediately that these were going to be my “tiles”. I chose black fabric because I love bright fabrics on black…the pop factor! I thought about a time when I had felt completely broken and I quickly drew out the design on a file folder, stepped back to look at it, and immediately begin to get teary-eyed because remember…I wasn’t going to get all deep and such! Really, the design just happened, but as I looked at it I realized the deep meaning each part and each color meant to me. And voila! I’ve been unwrapped and there is deep stuff all over the place…and lots of tears, but good ones.
My project is based on my grief journey after having laid two children before the Lord. Without the grace of God, I would not have the peace and hope I have. One day I will be reunited with my two sons, Sam and Gus, and I will be completely healed of my grief. Until then, I will trust the Lord…trust that He has planned things perfectly and without flaw. I am blessed!
I’ve named this week’s Wrapped Emotions submission after one of my favorite hymns, “It Is Well With My Soul”.

“It Is Well”
- The green circle represents eternal life in Heaven.
- The blue spiral reminds me of the blue that Gus looked so sweet in. It also reminds me of the spiral hair swirl Gus had (all my kids have it and we’ve named it the Doriot Tornado!) and finally, it reminds me of the River of Life in Heaven (Rev. 22)
- The white cross of course represents God.
- The three red hearts represent me and my two boys that are already safely home.
- The yellow represents Gus’ color..he was yellow because of the end stage liver disease. I called him my “Yellow Dumpling Boy”. It also reminds me that there will be no darkness in Heaven…only light!
As I looked at my mosaic, I realized that the little French knots used to secure the fabric tiles looked like cells and the green tiles reminded me of the cell wall of plants. I like that these tiles look cellular to me…my brokenness was so deep that even my cells felt the pain, I’m certain of it! There are still days that I hurt even down to my cells, but those times are not long for God does rush in and bring me peace….again I say, I am blessed!
